When the world comes tumbling down around you, the only thing you can do is step back and listen to the horrifyingly pretty sound of hopes, dreams, and sanity breaking into tiny little pieces, tinkling as they hit the concrete floor under which your dignity was laid to rest long before it even started to get so messed up. Just take a moment and take in that sound. Drown yourself in it, transfixed and trance like. There's nothing much else you can do.

;) that's plan B. optimistic me hasn't given up just quite yet so stow your hankies for the time being.